it’s kind of the saddest thing ever
it’s kind of the saddest thing ever
fuck it, let go
1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?
I don’t know where my heart is.
2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
not unless it interfered with other things.
4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
Yeah but I have good spidy sense.
5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
Getting a bomb-ass 420 burrito from Sunset & Alvarado in Echo Park
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
8: Are you close with your dad?
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
Justine on the cheek, Fest on the forehead (:
10: What are you listening to?
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
I fucking love water
12. Do you like hickeys?
I like knowing they’re there but not going to work with them.
13: What time do you go to bed?
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
Yeah, I don’t like to think of it that way though.
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
Almost; I just got a new phone but I’m sure I will once i get used to it.
16: Do you always answer your texts?
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
): weeks ago
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
Justine and Fest
22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
In a conscience sort of way, sure.
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
YES so much
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
Daniel, Alexander, my job
25: In the past week, have you cried?
I’ve been pretty unhappy but surprisingly have not cried. I guess I’ve been with people nonstop
26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
black with white lithograph, pilfered forest green sweater
27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
yes, or seriously injured
29: Do you have a best friend?
30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
Chacta? No, not at all.
31: Who was your last call from?
32: Are you mad at anyone?
33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yeah by like a month
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
35: How many more days until your birthday?
36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
keep living, find myself
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
Yeah but it’s just because I haven’t spoken to her.
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
Sure, everyone does.
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Yeah you could say that
41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
To a certain extent. I think maturity is more of the issue.
42: Are you available?
43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
left eyebrow, or lower right lip maybe
45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
Rarely; it helps if they were really really good friends before they became romantically involved
46: Do you regret anything?
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
Food, needing to love and be loved
48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yeah but it was awesome
49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
I don’t want to push it
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
No goddamnit that guy’s a douche
53: What was the last thing you ate?
Justine’s bagel at 2:30
54: Did you get any compliments today?
An implied one from Maija!
55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
College, in Vermont
56: Do you own anything from other countries?
57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?
58: Where have you lived most of your life?
59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
Thursday night with Fest and Justine. We had in n out in Long Beach and I almost got Justine to order a burger shake.
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
nah that wastes paper
62: Who do you text the most?
63: What was the last movie you saw?
Moonrise Kingdom with Waldemar and Ricky
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
does not apply
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010?
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
67: Do you curse around your parents?
Yeah, have been since I was 8 haha
68: Are you happy with where you live?
It has its ups and downs. I try to make my room a safe haven.
69: Do you collect anything?
yeah. memories, boxes, men
70: What’s your favourite colour?
71: Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone?
Hunting Bears by Radiohead reminds me of Derek Wlodyka
72: Has anyone ever cheated on you?
not that i know
73: What are your plans for tomorrow?
74: Do you have siblings over the age of twenty-one?
75: Does your last ex have a job?
76: What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship?
high five, maybe cry a little bit
77: Where is your cellphone?
next to me
78: What colour is your cellphone?
black and red
79: What did you dream of last night?
80: Are you atheist?
81: Will you change your name when you get married?
most likely not
82: Are you ready for autumn weather?
83: Have you had any big storms recently?
nope, fog this morning though
84: What kind of bottoms are you wearing?
floral skirt paried with lowtop docs
is to love and be loved
(by that one person)